....

no mood to study.
no mood to play.
no mood to sleep.
no mood to wake up.
no mood to eat.

my sleep and meals are becoming irregular again. i already have no more strength to keep these habits going.
haven had a nightmares for a long time and i had two in the past two days.
both about 3006.

3006 has hit me harder than what i had expected.

the higher you climb, the harder the fall...

i have to stop thinking about it.