Homeground.

After about 2 weeks in China, I finally had a chance to go back to HK for a day.

While I was taking the lift in HK, I was looking at a letter from the bank and I forgot to press the lift. An aunty then reminded me "Havent press the lift ah!" in cantonese. I didnt know why but my reply was "Sorry!"

When I reached home, I realize the lights were on....I didnt switch them off before I left to China the last time...

And then I went backed to the restaurant where I used to work in for breakfast. Surprisingly and at the same time not so surprised, the same regular customers were there. I greeted them and most still remember me and they thought I was still working there but changed shift.

Now its time to restock some stuffs before I have to go back to China again.

Boredddd

I AM SO FUCKING BORED HERE!!!!

Im...

I am down with a very bad cold and I feel like like shit both emotionally and physically.

I have njo strength to walk, no brains to think and feel extremely depressed or pissed over small matters.

I thought China milk only affects the kidneys....

2 weeks

It has been 2 weeks since I came up here to China. I didnt learnt anything up here except for nothing. I have no friends here and I am not even going online to chat with anybody. I am cut off from the world. But these gave me time and environment to really think of my life.

I can say now that I understand myself more and I finally have some objectives for the first time in my life.

I hope its not all too late.

haaa..

2 days ago, I was having my dinner with my uncles and aunties from my mother's side. We sat and had quite a long chat after the dinner, although I was 99% listening only because I couldnt speak their dialect. Of course, there were wine and beer....but I only drank pepsi. They were happily chatting, telling jokes and laughing.

While sitting there listening, this scene reminds me of myself in Singapore, when I was also happily chatting, telling jokes and laughing with my friends.

It has been a long time since I had told a joke to anyone.
It has been a long time since I've met any of my friends.

I really miss those joyful days.

Disappearance.

So I have been away for almost a week.

After I left HK, I am now in Shenzhen, China working in a company with my father. I am doing close to nothing here, spending my time dozing off, reading a story book or stuffs on the internet.

How exciting. I really miss my life in HK. Although its much tougher, less freedom, more scoldings, longer hours of work, I really had lots of fun listening to the crap my colleagues are talking.

I believe there will be more things for me to do next week since the golden week of China is over.

And I miss all my friends in Singapore.