stand up please

this is definitely the lowest point in these 2 years.

get back on track.

be better.

create a breakthrough.

achieve excellence.

mind starts to clear

really wonder why did i make such mistakes despite what i know.

i guess i am just too stubborn and naive.

I now finally understands the difference between theory and practice.

theory without practice is not learning at all.

ready

im ready for the next upgrade.

in 1 week i will be new again.

newer, better.

the year so far

in my mind, i had two targets to meet this year.

so far, i haven meet any.

in fact, i've just screwed both up.

looks like i got to turbo charge my engine so that i can accomplish these goals by the end of december.

this is so interesting and exciting.