This semester

EXAMS!

LD

Had a long weekend due to the Labor Day.

I slept through almost the whole Saturday. Woke up only for breakfast, lunch and dinner. I was only truely awake at 9pm.

Put myself in semi-working state on sunday and did some work.

Slacked through the Labor Day Monday studying for a quiz.

Break is over.

Time to start my engines again.

6 more weeks and this semester will be over.

End

Finally it is the end of the busiest week of the year. I slept an average of 4 hours for the past 9 days.

Extremely shag for such a weak and lazy person like me.

I did really badly for an assignment and a test, both are from the same subject. All the hardwork that I put in for this subject in the first half of the semester has gone to waste because it was only half of the week when I screwed both the test and assignment up.

I shall spend this Labor Day weekend to take a break and motivate myself again.

Half

Half of the busiest week of the year is over. All will be over the next week.

I was actually planning to give up one of the assignment last thursday because i just didnt have enough sleep and I was putting too much stress on myself. (The deadline for the assignment was on Friday but I had 2 tests before that)

Luckily and unluckily, this assignment was especially tough and only a handful could do it. So the lecturer came in and extended the deadline to next monday.

Soon it will be over.

DO

its the busiest week of the year - 4 tests and 2 assignments.

if i manage to overcome these tests and assignments with good grades, i believe i can conquer any semester.

Do or do not, there is no try.

May the Force be with Me.

reminder

from the drama that happened in school yesterday, it reminded me of the days when i was still acting like a kid causing trouble everywhere.

that was just less than 3 years ago.

i was always causing trouble, being childish, acting silly, creating unnecessary attention but nobody ever told or warn me seriously about it and i wasnt intelligent enough to realize that.

that was until the counseling session from cptc with hw.

I was lucky to have him as a mentor for that short period of time. One important lesson I learnt is that ignorance or any form of reasonable stories cannot be used as an excuse for a wrong doing.

Now that I know what went wrong in that 18 years of my life, I am never going back to that shithole ever again.

the eyes of the devil

This afternoon I took a short 30minutes nap and I had one scary shit dream. In this dream, I dont know how but I was looking at myself through the eyes of the devil. The "I" in this dream was doing something which I had always wanted to do. The "I" was living my lifetime desire in this dream and I am looking at it through the eyes of the devil.

Then a voice asked me "Do you want it?"

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"No, not through the devil." I said

My spirit starts to float out of the devil's body but before I could see the devil's form, my alarm rang and I woke up.

This is the second time I had this dream.