Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Weird dreams

I have been having weird dreams these past 2 weeks. However, the weirdest of the weirdest dream I had was the one I had this morning.

I was walking up a flight of stairs in which each step is as tall as me. Somehow, I managed to lift my legs so high up I was able to "walk up" the stairs just like walking up a normal flight of stairs.

While I was walking up, there was another guy trying to climb up the stairs as well and he was panting. I overtook him and reached the top of the stairway much earlier than him.

Then, there was a man standing up there waiting with a timer. He is a soccer coach and this flight of stairs was suppose to be a training tool to train the soccer players. He saw that I was able to "walk up" the stairs at such a fast timing he said that I am going to be a talent and told me to join the soccer practise next week. He then fired that guy who was climbing the stairs as I will be replacing him.

It was soccer practise but it wasnt on a soccer field. It was in Festival Park (a park in Tampines, Singapore). A group of people were already training at the monkey bar. The coach was not there and one of the players told me to do the monkey bar. I did it at such an incredible speed everyone looking was clapping ans said that I was a talent and didnt need to "transform".

"transform?"

Then a group of weird shit appeared out of nowhere. I cant really remember all. I only remembered 2 chickens, 2 zebras(one bigger and another smaller. the bigger one had green mane and the smaller one had a blue mane) and one hatching egg with houseflies. They asked me who am I. Before I could reply, they introduced themself. Didnt really remember much about the details but the bigger zebra then said "He looked familiar."

One of the chicken then pointed towards the sky with its wings.

The scene turned to the ocean with a translucent pirate ship. There were some narration but I cant remember it too.

Then the scene changed into a cave setting with the same gang, includuing myself and one extra "treeman" (he has human form with tree skin so I just called him that). The treeman then said "Do you want to transform?"

Then a key and a large stonebook appeared out of thin air and was on his hands. Larva was flowing out of the stone book.

"You have to sign the pact if you want to transform" said the treeman.
The stonebook open and there were many christian crosses made of steel inside.

"I dont need to transform to be good. I will still become the best." I replied.

Oh and in this dream I had army style hair and I look different but I know "I am myself".

Then, my alarm clock rang and I woke up from this weird dream....

If dream can be interpretated, I wonder what this dream means....

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Good start for Good friday.

Cut the long story short. I was exploring another way home yesterday night. The trip took me 3.5hours home. I left school at 6pm...reach home at 930pm.

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Happy Good Friday.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Run

Sometimes I really wonder why...

Why is it that everytime I leave a church, I will have somebody bringing me to another church.

Why is it that I am always getting involve in church activites somehow even when I didnt sign up for it in the first place.

Why are there always chrsitians around me?

I know, I am not the only one who is experiencing this. There can only be 2 explanations to this.
1) The influence of the church is really so great that there are just so many christians that the probability of meeting one in everyday life is almost 0.

or

2) God is really always giving everybody a chance to enter his kingdom.

But if God really has a plan for everybody, can it be possible that I was unable to have faith and believe in the existance of God be a plan from God for me?

Today I was brought to the church again. The lady who was renting the room to me is a Catholic so I went to her church today to have a look.

Seriously, I dont mean to offend anyone but(if I did or am going to, sorry for that)... everytime I looked at the way the altar boys and altar girls are dressed, it reminded me of Jedis in Star Wars....and I almost laughed when the priest said "MAY GOD BE WITH YOU". It almost sounds to me that he was saying "May the Force be with You", without the light saber....

May the Force be with You.

Monday, March 30, 2009

Backed

Finally had my internet backed. Went to the Year 1 camp for Chemical Engineering.

Had lots of fun and surprisingly, there were more hkers in the course than singaporeans considering the fact that singapore has a good job market for chemical engineers while hk has none.

Travelling to school and back home really sucks.

First round of test is going to start this week. I am still not very confident right now because everybody else is so damn smart and hardworking. I need to do at least slightly above average this time to gain some confidence...

Praying and studying hard....

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Long

It has been long since I;ve last bloggged. This is because of the difficulty in getting a internet access here.

Due to a major miscalculation and misreading of the terms and conditions on my part, I've overshot the internet quota this month.

So I can only get my normal internet access back on this coming Sunday.

Until then, May the Force be with You.

This is by the far the "longest" post. Longest time to load the page....because my internet speed has been throttled to only 32kbps. Thats even slower than the dial up I used 10 years ago.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Wise

I am finally under control again. Thanks to Patrick's comment on my previous post.

After reading that comment, which is just repeating words of "maths is fun", I realized one thing. My previous post is all about complains and shit. The farking laws of attraction will just give me more shit. In fact, I shouldnt even be using the word shit now because it will just attract more shit which is why you are reading more shit now.

I am going to start attracting all the good now.
Good bye.
Have a nice day ahead.

May the Good Force be with Everybody.

Monday, March 9, 2009

Day 1

Today is the day where official lessons start. Seriously, the lectures and lessons are totally different from what I experienced in the past. I dont even have time to day dream, doze off, chat or tell a joke.

Because the lecturer just dosent stop and everything is about notes taking. In addition, my english listening skills aint so good. But anyway, I wasnt worrying or panicking during the lectures because I don even have any time for that.

I need to adapt quick.

CHANGE.