reminder

from the drama that happened in school yesterday, it reminded me of the days when i was still acting like a kid causing trouble everywhere.

that was just less than 3 years ago.

i was always causing trouble, being childish, acting silly, creating unnecessary attention but nobody ever told or warn me seriously about it and i wasnt intelligent enough to realize that.

that was until the counseling session from cptc with hw.

I was lucky to have him as a mentor for that short period of time. One important lesson I learnt is that ignorance or any form of reasonable stories cannot be used as an excuse for a wrong doing.

Now that I know what went wrong in that 18 years of my life, I am never going back to that shithole ever again.

the eyes of the devil

This afternoon I took a short 30minutes nap and I had one scary shit dream. In this dream, I dont know how but I was looking at myself through the eyes of the devil. The "I" in this dream was doing something which I had always wanted to do. The "I" was living my lifetime desire in this dream and I am looking at it through the eyes of the devil.

Then a voice asked me "Do you want it?"

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"No, not through the devil." I said

My spirit starts to float out of the devil's body but before I could see the devil's form, my alarm rang and I woke up.

This is the second time I had this dream.

why?

why do I have more work to do during the term break?

why is sleep always not enough?

why are some people so fucked up?

why do I have to ask why?

why?

Classified X

What you are about to read really happened. For the past 1 month, strange things have been happening in the house I am staying. Nobody was able to explain why. I didnt thought of writing these down until what happened today.

Before I tell you what happened today, let me first show you some of the weird things that happened before this (not in order as I could not remember which one happened first).

1)
It was 8:30am. J, T (2 of my housemates) and me left the house for school, leaving S (another housemate) sleeping at home alone. S heard knocks at his door which woke him up. He looked at his phone, which says 8:45am and said "Come in". At that time, he didnt know that we had left the house. Knocks continued. S got irritated, thinking that we are playing a prank on him to distrub his sleep. "Come in if you need anything!"he shouted. The knocks stopped and he went back to sleep.

We didnt know about the knocks until he asked if anybody was knocking at his door at 8:45am that morning.

2)
All 4 of us was in the kitchen one night. From the door of the kitchen, we can see a pathway that leads the storeroom to T's room (but we cant see the door of both the storeroom and T's room). J and T was looking at that direction when they their soccer ball rolling from the storeroom to T's room. Storeroom door was closed when we went to check it out.

3)
This happened last week. I was the second last to come home from school. Our main door has 2 locking mechanisms: Locking the door with the key or locking the door inside out with a chain (NOBODY uses this AT ALL). I locked the door with my key and went up to my room. A few hours later there were banging at the door. T was locked outside by the chain. This is impossible unless one of us did it from inside the house.

We were all in our rooms studying.

4)
This happened just a few days ago after (3). We do not lock the door to the backyard with the key because it was just troublesome (our washing machine is at the backyard). Door to the backyard was locked with a key when I went down to wash my clothes a few days ago....

Nobody locked it when asked.

5)
This happened today. J left the house at 2:30pm and I came back at 3:00pm. Between this half an hour, nobody was at home. MAIN DOOR WAS LOCKED FROM INSIDE OUT WITH THE CHAIN!.

I had no other ways of getting into the house other than using my finger to fiddle the chain open.

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I dont want to jump into conclusion to say that this house was haunted because we lived here for 3 months and things only started happening from a month ago. This just dosent makes sense.

On the other hand, we got this house at really cheap rent (cheaper than average price).

I will report more shit if it happens again.

Animal farm

The weather has turned warmer since last week and a series of animals has been appearing in the house that I currently live.

At first, there were a few houseflies flying into the house. A few days later, two different housemates saw spiders in two different occasions.

Then, it was cockcroach. Soon after, one of the windows in the house was infested with a bunch of ants carrying away what we believed to be cockroach eggs.

Then yesterday, we saw a rat on the toilet window. WTF?!
My housemate push it down from the ledge to the backyard. This morning while one of my housemate was doing his laundry in the backyard, he saw a small snake.....

Looks hope we will get to see an eagle preying on the snake soon....

Term test week has begun.
May the Force be with Me.

wtf?!

I have a habit of just bringing a stack of blank paper to lecture and write down important points and then write them all over again in my lecture notes when I get home to revise. As a result, I have many pieces of paper on my desks and it looks messy. Plus, I don't always have the time to write the notes all over again. Therefore, I decided to try writing the points directly on the lecture notes starting this week.

But shit happens. I lost one damn piece of lecture notes today with all those points inside. I must have left it in the lecture hall somehow.

damn it!

Next week is the mid term test, I better get a copy of the lost lecture notes fast.....

May the Force be with everyone.

expectations

Maybe it was a mistake to take the 2 tougher general education.

Maybe I've overestimated myself.

Maybe I was just stupid.

Or maybe I will discover a new limit within myself.